I just wanted to create something beautiful

I attack things outside of myself which mirror those I find most distasteful within myself with a fiery wrath. I hate it, because in a sense it is somewhat hypocritical, yet its my way of tangibly purging and suppressing the part of myself I don't like. I don't even know if these physical attacks actually work. I believe they do...

All I can ask, is try not to take it personally. Or do take it personally, and do something good with it. 

Change for the better. Change for yourself. Nurture the person your soul is crying out for you to be.